It's a process.
It's been a couple of weeks since I've written here. Oopsies. When I was here last, I was feeling guilty and even shameful about taking a medical leave. Eh, that feeling has passed. Since then my doctor recommended I extend my leave, which I've done. So my leave is now through Feb. 13 and my return date to school is Feb. 27 (good 'ol mid-winter break in there). Now I'm feeling grateful for the opportunity to be able to take this time to care for myself. Turns out that 22+ years of accrued sick time comes in handy. (See? There's a benefit to repeated failed fertility treatments which meant that I didn't take maternity leave or need to take multiple sick days over the years to take care of my own sick children. How's that for seeing the positive in a negative situation??) The past three years have been a nightmare. Covid, the government lockdown, the end of the 2019/2020 school year online, the entirety of the 2020/2021 school year online (minus the la